no one by my side

A bad dream last night upset my mood in the early morning.

I was reminded of negative incidences and feelings from a long time ago.

I was back in Satya Niketan, New Delhi. I had lived at this place in my college years. It was a bitter phase of my life.

I was reminded of people being critical of me, and Sushant, to stay with whom I had shifted to this hellhole, largely ignoring my presence. There was a general feeling of antipathy towards me.